Raitolover

Whenever I hear your song I want to just slip out of consciousness. Your beat hits me like no other, you make me remember things that haven't even happened before. You make me yearn for something i do not have.   You point out to me my faults, but then pick me up and say that everything is okay as is. I get so confused because I do not know the truth, the reality of what you really mean. But most of all I yearn for your touch....which i will never have......Because your not real. Your just an illusion a mirage of what could be....if i was different.  

This world is so cold, Always so cold without you. I may control fire but I can never get warm. Your the one that closed the door that made it cold, But now it lies open with no lock letting in the chilly breeze. It drives me crazy, so much infact that I destroy this door in my sorrowful rage. You kept the cold away, you locked the door, you were my key..... Did you lie to me when you told me we found our "hearts" in each other? How could you have forgotten our moments together? Under our heart shaped moon. Just the two of us nobodies, with no"hearts", That somehow made us whole. You left me with more pain than you could possibly